Made a new blog
It’s my diet blog so that I can keep track and update what I ate, what I did for exercise, how much I weigh and how much I loose.
I will post photos of things that have something to do with diet, exercise and healthy food. I will also post few photos of my naked stomach, I’m not proud of it, but I will be proud of when one-day I loose the amount of weight I plan I will be proud. (If you are disgusted by this that is fine), I will take on some advice, if anyone would like to suggest recipes for food as well. I would love the support because this time I will not give up.
So if you’d like to help me or support me with my diet please follow taylahsnewyearbeginshere @ tumblr.
I don’t want non supporters following, I already.know I’m larger, unfit, and disgusting looking and ugly. Don’t need to be told twice. :-)
Thank you. X
I haven’t written on this is in a long while, guess it’s time I made an effort to do an update.
My life’s been absolute shit, not much of an update but I decided not to dwell on it or even complain, because as shit as it is… I’m pretty content with my life and I couldn’t expect much more for myself. I still may not have a job, a boyfriend, or be living by myself or go out partying wasting the money I do have in my course, but I have a family a very disfunctional one, a roof over my head, food in my tummy and a beautiful dog I get to cuddle up to every night. It may not be the best thing in the world but it is for me.
I have also lost a few “friends”. Not sure how that goes but after all the months/years I worry that I’m a shit friend, I’m starting to realise that they were the shit ones. When am I ever going to find true friends? People = Shit.
I am also now seeing a psychologist, will be seeing her once a month for 10 months. She’s very lovely and has a sense of humor so I am sure the progress for moving forward will be great. For the next month my goals are to..
- walk ten minutes a day.
- keep a food diary. (What I ate that day and what I could do better the next day).
- a frustration journal (what happened, what did I do, on a scale of 1-10 how angry was I).
- my attitude
- and my behavior (which also comes in under the frustration part).
I’m not crazy, lol.
A couple weeks ago I started to read 50 Shades of Grey, I finished it in 3 days, read the second book in 1 day and the 3rd in 2 days. Those books are amazing.
I’ve also started to read a book called Lethal by Sandra Brown & then I’ll read The Haunting by Alan Titchmarsh, until I can buy the book Bared To You. :D
So there’s my life in a nutshell, all the same as it was before, still alone.
So fucking over everything what the fuck.
Got kicked out of home.
Had to live with my cousins
For 2 weeks I was sleeping on the couch.
For the last week I finally got a bed in trents room.
This morning and yesterday morning my cousins had a go at me for no reason just cause he wakes up in a foul mood.
Need my own place, need a job, need out.
Reblog if you’re unattractive and single
Applying for jobs
And all I see throughout these warehousing ones are (you have to be physically fit), I’m sorry, I didn’t know that being fat meant you’re not a hard worker, or can’t lift 5-20kg.
Fuck you, seriously.
Whoever hires me will be one lucky company, because I will work my fucking ass off!
So after all the raging I’ve done about life handing me the bad cards
I think it finally realised, I deserve something good.
For the last few months I’ve been using oasis and have not met one person. Next Saturday, I’ll be meeting a really cute guy.
He’s not a Scorpio either, he’s a Capricorn. We get a long super well, and he’s amazing.
I am super keen to get cuddles and watch tv shows/anime and hang out. ^______^, life please give me an amazing boyfie.
cheer up. depression is always in the path of people who think way too much about what will/won't happen round the corner. just relax, stay focused on your stuff and everything will stay in course. trust me, cause i've been through tough shit in my life too. happy bd by the way :)